This blog is definitely more for me than anyone. My own online diary. Which is probably not smart knowing how people can find things on the internet, but oh well. The life we live today.

My mind is driving me crazy. I wonder if it's a sign of intelligence or craziness? It constantly turns from one subject to the next but when I try to really focus on something I want to learn, it's a complete fog. I wish I could make a commitment, be more disciplined in a healthier eating lifestyle. I know that would make some difference. It;s a constant battle and I get so tired. I thought by now in my life my mind would settle. I would be settled. But yet I continue to yearn and ling for something else. Never content. Never satisfied. Always ultimately bored.